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Cheryl. [Saturday the 27th|12:18 am]
[Mood |happyHappy]
[Melody |These Are The Nights - Making April]

Today, I was on the train going home alone after dinner. One girl boarded the train and sat down directly opposite me and I looked at her. That was b'cus she was wearing the "Yeah I want to be audacious" shirt and that was a shirt owned by some members of Cornerstone; since I attended that church about two years ago so I could recognise. Then just as she was about to get off soon after she boarded the train, she came to me and gave me an invitation card to her church activity. Without looking at the card I told her "I used to attend Cornerstone but I've changed a church". But she just gave me the card anyway and asked me to think about it. After which she just smiled and left. I looked at the card, turned it over and she left her name and contact number. Guess what, her name is CHERYL.
Idk why there was some kinda feeling in my heart, so I messaged her and told her I'll remember what had happened today. We chatted a little. She told me I'm deeply loved and I told her to go home soon b'cus it's getting late. It was the first time, but I felt this warmth like we've been talking for really long.
I thank God, for through this incident He showed me that all His children, we're all brothers and sisters in His big family. Our relationships with each other will last forever, for He's the only one that can make miracles happen and keep us loving one another.



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Hahahehehoho! [Sunday the 21st|12:37 am]
[Mood |highHigh]
[Melody |Some music from Bull Fighting.]



Today is a my-heart-is-going-to-fall-out day b'cus I WENT FOR VISITING AT CLEMENT'S PLACE & I only had about an hour's notice beforehand! Wanna die wanna die, I almost peed in my skirt. That tension was worse than imagining myself failing Promo this year (again) I tell you. My legs were trembling all the way when I walked t his house b'cus I was tryna picture his parents interrogating me or his parents scanning me from head to toe all the time or his parents scolding us for being in a relationship this young or somethinggg. But LUCKILY, his parents were niceee lah okay or else I'ld have died on the spot. Damn frightening. I felt like as if we're meeting up b'cus I'm getting married next month or what. Okay but anyway I DO WANNA GET MARRIED WITH CLEMENT ASAP. Look at the picture above, damn sweeeettttttt right?! I'm gonna have a cute kid & a happy family like that too (& I know I'm thinking too much for now but no harm thinking since I'm always daydreaming about it!). Clement's side is settled, left with my side now. Baby let's get married soon okay. Faster faster faster!

I still feel superdelifragilisticexpladiociously estatic nowww!

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Two dead ends. [Tuesday the 26th|11:22 pm]
[Mood |frustratedFrustrated]
[Melody |Gei Ni - Eason Chan]

Fuck the year has barely even started and there're stuffs even more confusing than trying to understand DNA and Ionic Equilibrium. Alright now I'm at a stage, I'm fuck lost. I tell you it's impossible to keep two clashing parties, you have to lose one although both are of importance to you, different kinda importance though. I guess life's a bitch like that, I fucking hate this stress. I hate this stress of trying to satisfy both parties but you feel upset in the end. I hate it when things haunt you like there's no tomorrow. I hate it when there're things you know you should do but non of them will see why you're doing that for. Most of the time I believe in gaining happiness when I make people happy, but yes just most of the time. B'cus there're times like this you feel worse not better and this could jolly well be one of the fuckiest feeling in the world.


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Beggar & Glamour! [Tuesday the 29th|08:24 am]
[Mood |gigglyGiggly]


Clement & I played an SMS game at night. We had to tell a story with 26 sentences (A to Z), each contributing one sentence alternately with me starting the story. It was quite hilarious, some parts didn't make sense & we had no idea why we had 2 Ds but nevermindzzz. HERE IT GOES!

Ages ago, there lived a beggar who stayed in a dilapidated hut made of branches with huge leaves as roof and his name was Clement.
Beside his humble abode lives a lovely and wealthy girl whose house is made of gold and was dressed lavishly in minks and diamonds; her name was Cheryl.
Clueless about the fact that Clement lives in those woods, Cheryl's dad who's an authoritative businessman gave an order to burn the forest down for land.
Down came the rain which extinguished the raging fire for 3 days 2 nights and while surveying the area, the head servant of Cheryl's dad found Clement badly burnt and hanging on for his lowly life.
"Dear, oh dear! We never knew someone actually stays in here. The fire could've killed you!" exclaimed the head servant.
Exasperated, the head servant quickly brought Clement back to the golden mansion and when he finally managed to carry Clement in, Cheryl came running out.
Frightened was Cheryl at the sight of the terrible burns on Clement, but out of a heart of concern, Cheryl immediately called in the best healer.
Grinding and pounding, Cheryl and the healer prepared medicine all day and night for Clement and in a week, Clement opened his eyes and saw Cheryl upon first sight.
"Hallelujah, he's awake!" Cheryl shrieked gladly, but Clement knew not who she was.
"Is this... Is this heaven?!" Clement muttered softly, still weak from the ordeal.
Joyful was Cheryl that she had actually managed to save a life, she shook her head in disbelief and assured Clement he was safe and alive where he was.
Knowing that he's safe and well taken care of, Clement was relieved and he looked at Cheryl, as if she's an angel sent to rescue him.
Looking at all the glamour on Cheryl and all the gold around, Clement was reminded that his presence was inappropriate in the mansion, especially when he was just a beggar.
Mustering all his strength, Clement got up, wanting to leave silently to a place that he truely belongs.
Not noticing Cheryl as Clement was struggling to limp his way out of the mansion, Cheryl ran towards him and grabbed his arm.
Out of nowhere, Clement felt a tug and he turned back weakly to see Cheryl looking at him with those angelic eyes.
"Please stay, you have not recovered." Cheryl told Clement as through the time of caring for him, she could feel that it was safe for Clement to stay.
Quietly, Clement noded, hoping that he'll recover quickly and not bother Cheryl and her happy family anymore.
Righteous as he is, Clement knew he was poor and althought gold was everywhere in the mansion, he was not tempted to steal any; he only concentrated on his recovery and helping Cheryl in anything when need be.
Soon enough, Clement's injuries had fully recovered under Cheryl's care and little did they know, their feelings for each other had grew.
Thereafter, Cheryl pleaded with Clement, "My dad has arranged for me to marry a man I do not love. I know you're a good man, please take me with you".
Understanding that he is just a poor bloke and he could never give Cheryl the happiness that she deserves, but he felt that he should not do nothing so he smiled and grabbed her hand and ran.
Very soon after they left the mansion, they found themselves on the burnt land, where Clement's hut once stood.
"Wow!" Clement exclaimed as where the rundown hut once stood, was a big mansion and there was a note, "I'm sorry for the house that I've burned, take this house as a compensation".
Xavier was the person who signed off the note and when Clement flipped it over, it wrote "And please do give my daughter happiness or I'll bring her back home".
Yarns and yarns of silk were found in the house and with Cheryl's expertise, she made beautiful dresses that fetched hight prices in the market; accounting books were also found enabling the bankrupt Clement who was a trader to continue his job and with both jobs, the couple never had to fret about where their next meal would be coming from.
Zillions of bucks were earned after years of their hardwork; they had kids and they lived happily ever after.


YOU CAN LAUGH THIS OFF.


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The second marriage, [Monday the 14th|01:22 am]
[Mood |geekyGeeky]



He said "For both Graham and Serene, this is your second marriage", and immediately I knew what he was getting at. I was nodding my head profusely & I could feel tears overwhelming in my eyes Idk why. Maybe it's b'cus marriage seems like a really important matter to me, or that it was what I thought of & what I heard him say & what I pictured in my mind that touched me.

He said "Your first marriage will be the model for your second marriage". How true this is, b'cus if you experienced something bad you would do what would prevent the same bad thing from happening? Just like if you experienced something good, you'll do and follow what would give you the same goodness too.

He asked "To Graham and Serene, do you think marriage vows are important?". Hosea 2:19-20 says: I will betroth you to me forever; I will betroth you in righteousness and justice, in love and compassion. I will betroth you in faithfulness, and you will acknowledge the Lord.
WOW. Are you confident you would be able to give and keep such strong promises to anyone, forever?

& he told everyone about how God would put on the purest and whitest gown over His bride whose clothes were full of blemishes of lust and sin, & that all past deeds of His wife would be washed away. His wife is no longer the adulterer who turns away from Him when he calls and chases after her, but she would be the one who hugs unto Him forever.
So he ended "For their first marriage, they were married to God".

Before I tie the knot with anyone, I wanna cease to be the adulterer and tie the knot with God. I wanna love God with my all, & thereafter love my other half with that love too.



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\m/ [Sunday the 29th|01:08 am]
[Mood |awakeAwake]
[Melody |We Are The Reason - Avalon]



"I finally found the reason for living, it's in giving every part of my heart to Him".
I wanna spend a lot more time in the holidays with God.
I want love to come back from Genting right now now nowww.
I'm excited for Christmas.
I wanna eat Bbq chicken wings, & no not those at hawker centres; those I bbq-ed myself.
I wanna sleep, I can't sleep but I'll sleep after this.
I love exercising like very very much.
I'm gonna own balls next year, watch out.
I need t train till I've no lungs.
I keep forgetting to put on my rubber bands in my mouth.
Idk why some people never understand the present situations,
never understand what I've been saying,
never understand the term 'friends',
& he thinks he understands me very well instead.

Blood boil, head ache & heart boomzzz.


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Lub-dub-lub-dub, [Sunday the 15th|12:58 am]
[Mood |contentContent]
[Melody |Miami Beach - The Cool Kids]



Thank you love, not exactly just for the things you've done; but simply just for you.
I had a wonderful 17th, even though we didn't do anything Boomz b'cus of your Os that only ended on my birthday itself. But it didn't really matter, everyday spent with you; I feel like everyday's my birthday.
When we reached Vivo & I was reminded of Mount Faber, I couldn't care less b'cus I'm looking forward t having more memories with you.
When the sky was drizzling & you held my hand & we walked in the rain, I didn't feel like I needed the shelter b'cus I needed you more.
When you gave me that puzzle piece with your name on it, I was so glad that yes; I've found that missing piece in my life.
& those simple words you wrote for me in the card, it touched the bottom of my heart.
Apart from God, you're the next greatest thing I've found in my life. I did nothing to deserve God's love, & I did nothing to deserve yours too. Thank you for being the one, thank you for being so willing to take up such a huge burden to always be by my side, to help me overcome the past hurts I've received from others. You didn't have to, b'cus I know this isn't something light to carry, but you took both me & my hurts on your bare back & walked this distance. I wanna thank you so much that with you around, I came clear of things & I see how good you are for me amongst all the bad. With you, I threw my hurts off your back, so you could walk an even further distance with me alone.
Thank you for making me believe again, believe that Male isn't a screwed up gender, that there's still a gem in front of me - you sparkled so brightly I couldn't miss it at all. You showed me much more than just what's in a fucked up man.
Thank you so much for making me able to trust again. You made me able to give my whole heart again after all the times that I've decided to throw this heart of mine away; I didn't need any heart beat anymore then. But you lightened up my life once more & showed me that life goes on & it has barely started.
I told you I'm afraid of the future, that if I were to hold onto something so dearly, it would hurt me so much again if I had to let go next time. Come to think of it, I wanna stop that fear. I wanna think like you, I wanna give you all I can too to treasure you.
& after feeling for your past heartache, it pains me so. I don't want you to go through those, I don't want you to feel so helpless and upset about life anymore in future. I don't wanna be like those who returned you shit when you've given them love. I know you deserve much better & I wanna be the one to give you all the things to make you smile & feel like the world's a beautiful place.
I think I've written quite a bit & I could continue on without a stop. As time goes by, you'll see that I love you more & more each day. As time goes by, you'll see that there's nothing more I wanna do than to live life with you.

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The calling, [Sunday the 18th|11:51 pm]
[Mood |restlessRestless]
[Melody |The Potter's Hand]



Jesus shine your light and
let the whole world see.
We're singing,
for the glory of the risen King.

On Saturday, I learnt and felt things like I never did in an hour or so, just listening. Idk why ever since I stepped outta the room, there's this feeling in me till now. I can't describe it at all, but it's not a bad feeling. It's still grinding in me at every thought of what I've learnt. I thought about it & I want it even more now. It's burning in me, I've never wanted to do something as much as this before, but I'm still not allowed to. How dear, how. I feel so desperate. It's not an urge but I really want to, I'm dying to. I wonder what's causing such strong and intense impact on me. Human inspires, the Holy Spirit convicts- yes. Pray Cheryl, keep praying. I'm left with 20 days dear Lord.


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I am happy. [Sunday the 11th|01:13 am]
[Mood |contentContent]
[Melody |Fallin' For You - Colbie Caillat]



Picture of the day & I so love this sweetsugar hereee.
Love, you told me I don't need to thank you but everyday I've new things I wanna thank you about. So much so that even when I tryna think of them all it feels so overloaded. You make me so happy now, really. After the previous time I didn't wanna get myself cheered up but to compare with anything in the past, it feels like I've never been happy before; I'm really that happy now with you around. Thanks for everything. I'll live & learn to be your Eve from now to the future & Adam you shall be. I thank & pray to God for Him being our guardian angel & I know He will forever. So much to say, so much to do; with you.
I love you.

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Trust, respect, honor, secrecy & solidarity - θπ. [Thursday the 8th|11:27 pm]
[Mood |energeticEnergetic]
[Melody |Lazy Days - Shwayze]

"Your reputation comes from the company you keep. And the company you keep - Bitches".



Although this is not the best thriller you can find on Earth, but I would say it's pretty good. I like the suspense & gore, even though it is a different kind from Saw but it's just nice to watch. Guys you get to see hot bods & tits if you like that uh huh. Blahhh yeah it just isn't too bad. THETA PI MUST DIE.

GO WATCH IT.


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Amen. [Sunday the 4th|10:57 pm]
[Mood |gratefulGrateful]
[Melody |Wo Xu Yao You Ni Zai Wo Sheng Ming Zhong]



Thanks for being in my life God.
You're the greatest gift to me ever,
& I wanna dwell in Your house forever.

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Insomnia? [Sunday the 4th|02:11 am]
[Mood |awakeAwake]
[Melody |Di Yi Ge Qing Chen - Wang LeeHom]

Promos has just started & it's ending but it feels like shit.
I pray for FSMS that he'll be able to fulfill God's will for him over there.
I wanna see Love everyday but that I've to wait till after his exams.
Melon Soda tastes pretty good.
Market failure describes circumstances when distortions prevent the price mechanism from allocationg resources efficiently, resulting in welfare loss.
Genetics of Bacteria is not understandable.
Is there a grammar error in the quote above?
I regret choosing red powerbands, looks like my teeth are bleeding.
I like my habit of drinking tea with my mom every night.
I wanna buy something, is Time on sale?
Love, if you see this I'm sorry I'm not sleeping because I can't but I am going to now; I love you.
Bye.


 

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(L) [Wednesday the 23rd|10:44 pm]
[Mood |touchedTouched]
[Melody |Light Up The Sky - Yellowcard]

 

 
Nothing ever felt like this before.
This simple, this happy,
this sweet, this good.
I thank God for showing me His promise;
I thank you for you,
I thank you for making me Cheryl once more.
Now I'm back up on my feet,
so let me do it all again for you.
I love you.

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